Im so bored,tired and just haveing a bad day.I just relized that now im not going to school  with D.D i will be going all alone..Though Matt and Tara will be there.They are So annoying and Matts a shit faced Druggy.GOD i HATE them.But i shall live..i hope.i may never see anyone worth while.And i must come clean and admit the truth to all even Orli..whom really wont care but meh..I've never had a boyfriend I've never had a kiss,hell I dont even think Guys find me at all atractive.:'(.AND i know why.Im 45 pounds overweight,I have Course Alburn ginger...,whatever my hair color is, hair,I have Acne..its not as bad as before but still.I HATE MY LIFE..Everyone reading this((the amount of 2 to 3 people))Is going to think I'm a depressive,Suicidal Girl..But im not..at least i dont think i am.i just have really bad days.My little sister is visiting today..oh joy..Shes alright..alittle annoying but alright.im not sure whats going on with me..I might start Copying Angie..But i really Dont wanna.That whole thing she does at the top of her logs.VERY original.And D.D the Rp queen,And Orli who has no Blog but still is a Very positive Person((though the back of his head looks like an anteater)).Im not sure how i fit into the mixture.But I'll figure it out.i love all my friends i really Do.They may hate me but i love them.And what am i doing there the only ones reading this Anyway.ECK!Ive depressed myself again after all orlis Hard work..Meh...I'll live.Though i doubt it..i will survive this school year.